Sunday, 25 January 2015

Youtube...

As you may know (or not) I've been obsessed with youtube, but there are so many things that have changed about it, and i don't like that place anymore, i'm not being a hater, i still love watching their videos, but i can't handle that there are so many things that they are doing just for money, it was the sweetest place i've ever been, but now it's all about money.

I understand that they wanna have more money, but when it's getting pretty obvious that's annoying. When one product gets sponsored by all of the youtubers so many times during one (or more) videos, i don't like that. Obviously they have made lipglosses and books to sell them and that is normal to talk about their products, but it's all about their products, and their stuff, and their money, they are being really selfish, don't they? I don't hate them, but i just don't want to watch their videos anymore, because all that they are doing is business (or worse), an it's so sad that they were the people that helped me, and not just me, but so many others to stand up and fight, and not to give up, but they don't care about us anymore, i think now they are celebrities...

I'm sorry that this post wasn't the most positive one. 

Love, xx
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Sunday, 12 October 2014

Something a little bit personal...


OK. It's been a while since the last time i wrote a post. And to be honest, i really missed bloging, and everything internet related.

I was having some really hard times of my life since i was 13. I don't know how to explain, but at the same time, i've become internet addicted girl. I used to spend my whole day in the internet, watching youtubers, instagramming, and doing all that kind of stuff. Yeah, i had no friends, or maybe i had them, but i was feeling very lonely, and youtubers and internet people were my ONLY friends, and they gave me so much confidence. Even tho i used to spend my whole day in the internet, but i had that feeling, and i felt that each day i was getting stronger. And spending 2 years of my life in the internet, wasn't the best thing but i've learned so much from that, and finally decided to change my life, and to live a normal life, like a normal person, and to get out of my comfort zone. It wasn't easy, but i've done so many things, that i thought i was never be able to do, or i will never do them. And every time i've done that kind of things, i've started to feel the power, and i was getting powerful. Maybe for some people being able to go and start a conversation with a stranger would be a normal thing, but for me it was very hard, and scary. But i decided to give it ago, and wasn't that bad or scary. It was ok. There were so many things that i've done this year, and i'm feeling happier. 

I don't know if i'm happy with this post, or whatever but there were so many things that i wanted and needed to bring out of my chest. The only lesson that I've learned from these 3 years of my life is that virtual life is fun, and sometimes it's better then reality, but don't waste your years on the internet. Go out and do whatever you want because you only live once!